Steleaf invited some ppl over for a bbq! I also promised to go to a bday that day so I couldn't stay long. But the grill was fun. Went to the birthday after and got home with the last bus. Didn't really want to stay for the whole night.
Saturday started with me getting a text inviting me to a chillax evening with a waterpipe and everything. I thought about it for a bit and decided not to go cause I had planned to stay at home and clean my room, go to the shop and make dinner. In other words just having a nice and relaxing day in. I suppose I had loads on my mind as well so I didn't think I'd be very social that day.
Had LoF(Life of faith - a friends own rules. Based on dnd though) on sunday and it was great fun. We got a mission to go to australia(that has been nuked - there shouldn't be no life on it whatsoever). And guess what we found! A mutant, mwaha. It ran off tho, but I wouldn't want to be fighting that after seeing a picture of the creature *whimper*
Is it possible to know if you truly love someone until the person is gone? I mean, love should be something that does not fade away. But many feelings just fade away, even hate. So basically love is as if a risk you take to be happy?
The hardest part is getting to the point where you are a 100% sure it's not gonna work out. The moving on part will always have the good and awesome memories. You'll always think about getting back together. I did. But now when I get that thought I remind myself why it didn't work out. I thought moving on would be the hardest part. But at the moment I feel like I'm over the hardest part. Maybe it's because this whole thing just took forever and I've already moved on? Tho when can a person say he/she has moved on. Is it when you don't think about your ex the same way? Or you're happy with the life you have?
I'm happy.
Saturday started with me getting a text inviting me to a chillax evening with a waterpipe and everything. I thought about it for a bit and decided not to go cause I had planned to stay at home and clean my room, go to the shop and make dinner. In other words just having a nice and relaxing day in. I suppose I had loads on my mind as well so I didn't think I'd be very social that day.
Had LoF(Life of faith - a friends own rules. Based on dnd though) on sunday and it was great fun. We got a mission to go to australia(that has been nuked - there shouldn't be no life on it whatsoever). And guess what we found! A mutant, mwaha. It ran off tho, but I wouldn't want to be fighting that after seeing a picture of the creature *whimper*
Is it possible to know if you truly love someone until the person is gone? I mean, love should be something that does not fade away. But many feelings just fade away, even hate. So basically love is as if a risk you take to be happy?
The hardest part is getting to the point where you are a 100% sure it's not gonna work out. The moving on part will always have the good and awesome memories. You'll always think about getting back together. I did. But now when I get that thought I remind myself why it didn't work out. I thought moving on would be the hardest part. But at the moment I feel like I'm over the hardest part. Maybe it's because this whole thing just took forever and I've already moved on? Tho when can a person say he/she has moved on. Is it when you don't think about your ex the same way? Or you're happy with the life you have?
I'm happy.
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