Sunday, May 9, 2010

About that...

The date of me going to England is getting closer! I can't wait.

I'd be arriving in Stansted on the second of July. Because getting straight to Birmingham would have been a huge hassle and not worth the cost(even though we thought it would have been cheaper). Will be staying with Bergor when I'm at Birmingham and after that a bunch of us are heading to the Isle of Wight to chillax with Vanthus, Ed and maybe Alex, yeaaah! Am not sure how the living arrangements are there. But I'd hope to be sticking with the place where most people(and Amariel) will be at. And also we are not sure for how long we'll be staying on the Isle. But since Meka and Shin(if she comes, which I'll try and make sure of) are leaving England on the 10th I'd like to have a nice night out with them in London as well. And the rest of the trip should be in London with me, Amariel, Mash and Marauth. And Lixen will be joining us on our stay! SIGHTSEEING WOO! And a theeeme park!

Yeah, I have a good feeling about the trip :)

On other news, I've been so lazy with uni. I feel so bad about that. And I have to make a cake for mothers day today. I need to learn to plan my time right now. Exams coming up and what not.

Had a tryout day at a sushi bar called Sushi Cat(I know, right!). To be honest, I'm kinda confident on getting the spot there. Meka, take cover! Getting a job would mean I'd have to arrange my time even better now. Can't slack on WoW as much. But I do have a goal so I guess it'll be worth it.

But yeah, I've been enjoying quite a bit of the company of my friends lately. But sometimes I just wanna stay home and relax. Yesterday was one of those days. My parents went to our summer home for the night. My brother went later and didn't stay the night. Some of my friends did get together in town, but I didn't feel like joining for 2 reasons. First one I'd rather not say. And the second one was that I really did want a quiet and a nice evening alone at home.

I've felt like my life is getting out of line and off track. I'm not keeping up with stuff at uni, relationship's a mess and my thoughts get worried of the most smallest thing. But at the same time I'm kind of happy with my life. I sometimes get the feeling it's cause of the friends I've actually made online. I know this sounds so bad. I mean, I'm really happy with my friends I have in Tallinn. The time we spend together is amazing and a lot more! I really couldn't imagine my life without Meka or Shin in it.

So, me and Marauth just talked on msn about how people are too concerned of outcomes of their choices. How some people get all qq about if they're out with friends and they haven't planned out beforehand where they were gonna eat. And later they'd find an awesome restaurant that they would have found in a million years if they had tried to look one before heading out. It's the same for me and my friends sometimes. I call people up and they refuse to come out before I tell them what we were doing exactly. Even tho I'd find it more fun to just go with the flow and see where we end up.

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