Movies?

About a month ago we had a small get together with friends. We were staying at our summer apartment. Me and Kadri didn't sleep that night. Instead I walked her home in the morning and got on the trolley to get home myself. In the meanwhile we got talking about books and movies. She said that one of her all time favorites was Before Sunrise and Before Sunset. She gave me a brief description of the movies and it seemed interesting. I downloaded the movies immediately but just got to look at them yesterday and today.

I did have a different picture about the movie, that it wouldn't be the typical love story. Well it wasn't. But I thought it would have been a lot more different. It was still good. I'm not complaining. It was more based on their dialogues. And a lot of things that got me thinking myself.

Jesse: I know what you mean about wishing somebody wasn't there, though. It's just usually it's myself that I wish I could get away from. Seriously, think about this. I have never been anywhere that I haven't been. I've never had a kiss when I wasn't one of the kissers. Y'know, I've never, um, gone to the movies, when I wasn't there in the audience. I've never been out bowling, if I wasn't there, y'know making some stupid joke. I think that's why so many people hate themselves. Seriously, it's just they are sick to death of being around themselves.

Let's say that you and I were together all the time, then you'd start to hate a lot of my mannerisms. The way every time we would have people over, uh, I'd be insecure, and I'd get a little too drunk. Or, uh, the way I'd tell the same stupid pseudo-intellectual story again, and again. Y'see, I've heard all those stories. So of course I'm sick of myself. But being with you, uh, it's made me feel like I'm somebody else.

It's kind of true in a way. For me at least. I also figured that that might have been a really good reason for some other desperate days I've had. The second episode 'Before Sunset' was a bit awkward I think. But they had a few meaningful ideas for me.

Celine: You can never replace anyone. What is lost, is lost.