FML

Today, I was eating with a friend while walking on the sidewalk. A couple of pigeons were bothering us so I threw a fry onto the street. As a flock of pigeons were gathering around the fry, a truck drove by. Only four survived. FML

Just what I need!

So I tried fixing people today. I almost had it. It's way easier to do something like that if the person really tries to understand what I'm saying and doesn't go on about her own thoughts and non changeable views. It was all going well until she finished talking to me with the same kind of sentence I told her she shouldn't use. But I think she got the idea. Maybe? Argh. We'll see. I hope everything will work out fine. People should just let go of some things that don't matter.

Putting that aside me and Shin did Naxx 10 together. It was great fun. Some people *did* cost me my Undying title tho. Damn! But I found that naxx 10 is really a brilliant way to grind for emblems! We should do it weekly, seriously.

I somehow miss raiding with some of the HardCore members. Unjit is great and all, but when I got invited, there was too many new faces and it's hard to fit in immediately. You have to be cautious on what you say and etc. In HardCore I was kind of one of the 'founders' as Vasquack called me(yes, I was surprised myself). But I got along with everyone and I knew every person almost individually. I'm trying to get to know every person by heart in Unjit as well(I sometimes still have to check whose alt who is).

Ugh, mkay, way too much WoW talk on my blog. Summer's almost over and it's the last week to actually do something. I'd loooove to party atm tbh. Last days I could be a bit tipsy and all. Shin, Fox, Siku and Kristjan.. wonder what they've been up to. I should check on that tomorrow. If I wake up of course - sleeping is 'so' gooooood~

ugh

I don't get it. It 'has' happened before. Me wanting to stay home or be online instead of partying. Then again there has been times where I'm always out with friends. I just can't balance those two things out. And every time I have the mood to relax and stay home, people think there's something wrong with me. I'm fine! I wish Fox would understand this and not make a huge deal out of this(every time). It's pretty annoying. Tho it's kind of sweet that they care. But I can assure that I'll get over this at some point.

Parties can be tiresome eventually and they certainly aren't good for my wallet. I need to save up some money if I want to buy the things I want soon. A camera, DS, new iPod, iPhone and tickets to Englandland~ Then my life is going to be somewhat perfect. Technology wise.

Really would love it if Shin and Meka would join me for the epic trip to England :>

Hm, should also try and take what I can from the last few weeks of summer. But Fox isn't really replying to me on msn. Damn.

Clarkson

Uni ranting

Uni Starts on the 31st. Scary. I have all these weird ideas about it most of them concerning: 'WTF AM I GONNA DO AT UNI. I'm not uni material' and I'm also worried about the people there. Full of geeks and not the good kind. I'm still gonna try and give it my best. I suppose. Me and Shin are gonna hang around at Aatrium, the cafe. That's the only reason I'm really going there, really.

Me and Shin went to the town yesterday just to get new ID cards, finally. Mine's been missing for months but I just didn't feel like making a new one. Now since Shin needed one too I just tagged along and got myself a new one too. YAY!

Me and Shin are also gonna go and visit Mäks on thursday. Should also go and see what V is up to. But he's so far away >_>

Also got some sad news about the last few weeks of the summer. Sigh. At this point I wished summer would last forever. Would make things far more easier.

***

Frozen,
forgetful again,
the part where I
loose my head
the scene where I'm supposed to speak,

but instead,
I sit,
and listen again,
I'm stuck,
with these cards,

I guess,
leaping,
from this cliff in my thoughts,
I fly like,
like the stones in my heart,
drowning in doubt,
for what reason,

I sit,
so patiently,
drenched in,
what you want me to be
I can't escape,

I'm ready now, oh,
I'm ready now, oh,
I'm ready now,
come get me

fearless,
with cape in hand,
conquer,
what I need two to mend,
little girls get so broken.

I sit,
so patiently,
drenched in,
what you want me to be
I can't see no escape,

I'm ready now, oh,
I'm ready now, oh,
I'm ready now,
come get me

Movies?

About a month ago we had a small get together with friends. We were staying at our summer apartment. Me and Kadri didn't sleep that night. Instead I walked her home in the morning and got on the trolley to get home myself. In the meanwhile we got talking about books and movies. She said that one of her all time favorites was Before Sunrise and Before Sunset. She gave me a brief description of the movies and it seemed interesting. I downloaded the movies immediately but just got to look at them yesterday and today.

I did have a different picture about the movie, that it wouldn't be the typical love story. Well it wasn't. But I thought it would have been a lot more different. It was still good. I'm not complaining. It was more based on their dialogues. And a lot of things that got me thinking myself.

Jesse: I know what you mean about wishing somebody wasn't there, though. It's just usually it's myself that I wish I could get away from. Seriously, think about this. I have never been anywhere that I haven't been. I've never had a kiss when I wasn't one of the kissers. Y'know, I've never, um, gone to the movies, when I wasn't there in the audience. I've never been out bowling, if I wasn't there, y'know making some stupid joke. I think that's why so many people hate themselves. Seriously, it's just they are sick to death of being around themselves.

Let's say that you and I were together all the time, then you'd start to hate a lot of my mannerisms. The way every time we would have people over, uh, I'd be insecure, and I'd get a little too drunk. Or, uh, the way I'd tell the same stupid pseudo-intellectual story again, and again. Y'see, I've heard all those stories. So of course I'm sick of myself. But being with you, uh, it's made me feel like I'm somebody else.

It's kind of true in a way. For me at least. I also figured that that might have been a really good reason for some other desperate days I've had. The second episode 'Before Sunset' was a bit awkward I think. But they had a few meaningful ideas for me.

Celine: You can never replace anyone. What is lost, is lost.

LoF

More pointless text incoming! Like I've said, I'm keeping this blog for myself to remind myself the things I've been through and done. Been staying up very late the past week. Since I had partied with friends a lot I got the mood to just stay home and be by myself. Well I still go out with them if something's going on because summer is almost over(qq).

Today I had dnd(or as people always correct me: LoF - Life of Faith). Erik really loves to fuck us over... It takes place in the real world in the future. A disease in Australia(which has been nuked to the ground by now), creating mutants/zombies etc... Only a few places in the world are clear of the disease and loads of places are dangerous. Our 'team' reminds me of SG1 from Stargate. We have Margot as our Medic, Alex is the computer geek, my brother is the engineer, Sven the military dude and I'm the tracker/diplomacy chick. We will also have Robi joining us and he'll be the rocket scientist. A great group. Until Erik got us all infected by the disease.. THE CHANGE - IT'S HAPPENING! And we only have one shot of some cure that would alleviate the disease for a while. Screwed? Why yes we are.

I kinda miss the other game tho. The Mort one that Erik is also the GM of. Also would love Robis dnd game. Mercuri~ <3

In other news... University starting soon. Scary I know. I also thought that since I'm studying for free anyway, there might be a chance I can get a tuition loan and maybe go traveling. Really want to visit England >_> and I want to take Shin and Meka with me~

The Beach

So we went to the beach at night and had a picnic. Me, Shin, Fox, Sigrid, Xin and Kristjan. We had some laughs. I'd actually say that the beach much cooler at night than at the day time. I loved the swings they had! With a nice view and all! It was great fun. After that me and Shin walked home. Had a paranoia of 2 older men following us, but everything turned out alright. Got home safe. Started watching Pocahontas(A nother disney marathon!). SHE TALKS TO TREES... Would like to know what she was on >_>

Now we started watching The Lion King II cause apparently SOMEONE hasn't seen it *glares at Shin* But I don't mind, because Kiara is cool, well... all the lion cubs are cool, really <3

Dr. Horrible

Awesome? Why yes it is.

House party!?

Uh oh, had a party at Kaur's place. Music, drinks, people, drinks.

Drinking on an empty stomach does get you wasted fast! But I felt just fine. Watched South Park and such. I didn't really want to go to sleep so I stole the internets and kept myself awake till the first busses started moving. Got home and fell asleep a bit after that.

Would really love to visit England. Vanthus told me how much fun they had had at their guild meeting. Partying of course. Also saw pictures of their trip.

Now I just finished downloading the Dr Horrible ost and will probably be listening to it the whole night. Then again I probably need to listen Arctic monkeys at some point <3

Bored?

7 hours of sleep yay! Wish I had woken up 10 minutes earlier tho. Also I felt like trying to draw again over a while. Already have my tablet connected to my macbook. I remember promising to draw something with it /sigh. The point is I can't really draw, I can only cheat my skill xP

3.2 is also out and druids have pretty fur now:

***

I felt it
The wire touched my neck and
Then someone pulled it tighter
I never saw it coming
I started to black out and
Then someone said good morning
I took it as a warning
I should have seen it coming
So now I'll take a chance on
This thing we may have started
Intentional or not I
Dont think we saw it coming
It's all adding up to something
That as of some involvement
That as for our commitment
I think I see it coming
If we step out of that limb

My heart beat, beats me senselessly
Whys everything got to be so intense with me
Im trying to handle all this unpredictability
In all probability

It's a long shot but I say why not
If I say forget it I know that I'll regret it
It's a long shot just to beat these odds
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take it
There's no chance
Cause you're the best I got
So take the long shot

Oh I waited for fact to come of fiction
And you fit my description
I never saw you coming
But we'll make it even though

BEWARE OF THE MIGHTY

Uh oh... Was at Sigrids place yesterday. We watched Dr. Horrible, The haunting in connecticut, airplain and Dracula dead and loving it. One part of me watched the movie and the other stayed on the internet. I know, I know, that's kinda unfair against my friends. But it wasn't like I didn't notice what they were doing/talking. K, I might have missed somethings but everyone know's that happens >_> That's just me~

Later on we played a few board games. I was the banker in monopoly cause I didn't feel like playing. Shin totally pwnd that game. Ihihi. We were up until the morning and got home with one of the first buses. Now I'm just waiting for people to come online and talk to me. Have had loads of fun with chatting with friends on msn tbh.

5 hours of sleep today, not bad. Wonder if people are planning to do something today as well. Fox told us to try and sleep first and *then* see what to do. Also found some new music(to me) since I got really bored of all the music I already had. Arctic Monkeys. Also listening to Kate Nash again. Guess I just can't keep myself from the british accent. Is that sad?