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Christmasy time

Let there be snow~

It's been a while since I last wrote. But my last weeks of uni were keeping me busy. Finally got done with that and Christmas time was here. Had to run around shops with mum and help her choose presents and conveniently I fell ill on the 23rd. A day before christmas. Yay. Had a high temperature and I really wasn't moving from my bed. Had a feast on the 24th and I was feeling better by the evening. So I actually got out of bed. We had planned a dnd game for the 25th but I was feeling to ill to go(a really sore throat), still. But I was able to visit my grandparents(cause I knew I didn't have to participate much). It was only for a few hours anyway. Got home and played loads of Magic the gathering with my brother and Max. It was awesome!

So now I just have a runny nose and a tired feeling. Will be off to bed soon. After I finish with this entry. Though I 'might' go find something to eat before heading to bed.

I've been feeling kinda empty lately to be honest. I just can't find anything exciting to do and I have been away from my computer for quite a few days now, thanks to christmas. Being away from the internet didn't disturb me much though. T

he idea that I need to start studying for my maths exam and the php final test I have, isn't helping either. I'm so scared of the programming test ;_;

I miss something. Am not sure if it's cuddles or hugs or just a certain person. But I think it's something along those lines. Wonder if that has something to do with the emptiness inside me. I have no idea what to do about it or what it's even about. Maybe a good night sleep is all I need.

Sleepless nights

for students. The semester is ending and of course all the major tests are during the last week! Everyone should celebrate my JOY and HAPPINESS! *note the sarcasm* Anyway, since I was 'way' off my sleeping schedule I pulled an allnighter and got up with my programming homework. I was pretty decent at it as well! Tried figuring out stuff on my own and I actually managed!

Still need to:

- test on word, excel and power point on Monday.

- show the 2 home tasks to the teacher in programming(php stuff) and have a test on it next Tuesday.

-2 smaller home task in my database lecture + a major one I know nothing about. Also having a test on Wednesday(really worried about this one).

-2 home written tests in hardware(easy) and a test next Thursday(requires a bit of studying).

At least I'm hoping to go to bed early today. Even though ICC hits today. But all in good time. It's not like I wont have FOREVER to see what the new patch is about.

Enough about school and wow!

The Council is planning to throw an awesome new years party with gifts, games and a christmas spirit! Should be fun. We're gonna put our names in a hat and each draw a name from it. So it's gonna be a surprise who's making who a gift. I personally won't probably say who I'm making a gift for ;P But I already have ideas!

Left home at 0745 today to go to a lecture and it was still really dark outside. I loved it. It was also cold, but the good kind of cold. Not many people at the bus stop and seeing my cold breathe when breathing out. Made me feel relaxed. The music helped a lot of course.

Till next time~

Adios

Lala

Cires: does anyone have any news about Teh(holy priest in the guild)

Tzep: I heard he got spell checked and ... 'died'~!

I've been up to nothing special and the last few days I've just watched movies. Though I can't think of any to watch anymore. I cba to dl and there's loads of movies I'd actually want to watch but aren't uploaded to the site I'm using.

And I'm off to Lars's birthday today. Have no idea what to get him. Sigh.

Have a raid tonight and I'm kinda looking forward to a farm raid(unless they make us do progress raids tonight).

Rainbows

Me, Shin, Kadri and Meka went to see New Moon. I'm disappointed in the movie to be honest. I bet it has something to do with the fact that I've read the book. And movies are usually never that good(there are exceptions ofc). Twilight > New Moon. I also think that the thing that ruined the movie for me was when they first showed Edward walk in in slow motion. I couldn't take that movie seriously anymore xD Me and the girls were just laughing really hard. And making jokes at clichee parts. And the vampire family seemed different as well. Ofc Jacob getting naked over and over again was lame...

I didn't like Jacob in the book but in the movie I actually felt sorry for him. The movie made the whole thing so hars. I mean, Bella and Jacob are still good friends >_> And what do you mean you end the movie at a part like that. Argh.

But the Movie did have some nice bits and actually funny lines.

Got together with my coursemates after the movie and it was quite fun. Thought I don't get it why the people I'm interested in getting to know never show up. Wonder if the fact that they are mysterious for me draws me in.

Now for something completely different:

Did Naxx 10 with guildies. Went for Undying. Did all 4 quarters. And Shadowhound died at the last quarters last boss xD And he was making comments before how he's gonna kick the persons ass who fails. Ihihi. And then I got to spam how he fails. I think they think I was really mad :D

Before Thaddius

Me: k, counter clock wise then.

Drugsha: what's counter clock wise?

Zeth: It's going opposite to clock wise

Me: It's like going back in time

It's true.

Needs more sugar!

Hadn't partied for a while. And I suppose mixing stuff isn't that good >_>

Anyway it was an awesome party and I got home with one of the first buses. I thought I wouldn't go to bed because I need to get my sleeping cycle straight but I still slept for a few hours and woke at 11.

Got together with Fox, Xin, Tom and Leevi. Went to St. Patrick and had a drink. Moved on to popular and got together with Tom's gf and her friend Marion. More drinking. Tallinn is SO small~

Marion's a girl studying the same thing as me in the same uni but is just in her third year :> I was happy I was able to get to know Marion a bit more. She's really pretty and somehow I felt the first time I saw her that we'd be alike. It's true. We have similar views on stuff and people. And Tom's gf is really pretty too! Where do they come up with these girls? :o

Popular was REALLY nice. We were there for quite a while and then finished off the night with levikas. Got to see Kadri <3 I've missed her n_n

Memories of the past

I think it's completely normal for a person to feel sad. I haven't really felt anything deep for months to be honest. So having to think about something sad for a change feels nice and human. I'm actually trying to get emotions out of myself with listening to the music that reminds me of the sad events in my life. Is that masochistic? I mean, I don't cut myself or anything but I do feel as if my heart has a spear stabbed through it.

What's so bad about feeling sad at times. It's an emotion. And I actually feel healthy for feeling sad again. Or feeling anything for a change. The past months I've been quite superficial with my emotions. I've been happy, but not really happy. I've been sad, but not really sad.

Cause I'm still breathing
Though we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're goin down for sure
Already lost a grip
Best abandon ship

But I feel I can still control it. I don't go on about it to others. They have their own problems so I keep my mouth and mind shut of those topics when interacting with people. I'm used to getting by these things alone anyway. It's just the way I am I suppose.

Did a quiz on facebook the other day. Those things are actually pretty fun when one has nothing else to do. This one was birthday related. And I dare say it's quite accurate. I think.

Frank and open in demeanor like that of a child you are often accused of having a superficial or naive view on life. You are constantly rediscovering the world around you and like to express your observations with others. You love spontaneity and liveliness but it is important to you that others regard you as mature and responsible. You often have a highly private personal life and like to have time to be alone. You can fall into spells of depression but prefer to work it out on your own rather then seek professional help. You have a strong belief system. You demand a lot of understanding from you personal relationships. In romantic relationships you need to freedom to be yourself without any restrictions. You like people down to earth and with a good sense of humor, the ability to put things into perspective and a life of his or her own. Strengths: frank – spontaneous – dynamic Weaknesses: Naive – Transgressive – over idealistic

I love the wind and snow but I hate the cold. I love the rain and I hate when my feet are wet.

'Bergor will do the adds and Ali-G will do the girl'

right... haha.

So yesterday had some lectures, was boring. Raided again after a few weeks being busy with uni stuff. Today, again, lectures, boring and raid again tonight. I kind of missed raiding so I'm happy I can get my attendance up again!

Me: latency 1.6k D:

Mash: someone's dl'ing porn!

Me: uhuh..

*other random chat*

Mash: oh, a new 'how I met your mother' episode! And new DHW yesterday! Lots to watch!

Jeth: How about you watch something decent?

Mash: Yeah, Jeth, but your mom stopped making videos :(

Me: Omg 359 latecy!

Mash: Someone finished dl'in Jeth's mom's vid's! xD

Am at my web design lecture and the net was slow. Couldn't log on adium.. Now when the internet is really fast.. It still doesn't log on ;_;

also:

mm, Rilo Kiley <3

Jack

Hm, I kinda miss raiding already. I think I haven't raided for 2 weeks now. I should be proud. And see! I'm not addicted! Don't know what to say really, this weekend could have been better I suppose. Needs more parties with the council! Or something.

***

Jack was nimble
Jack, he was quick
Jack jump right over the candle stick

Now he's gone and I'm burning
All alone
Yeah he's gone and I'm burning still, oh no

A beautiful story left incomplete
Ooh, how he knocked me off my feet

Sitting by my window pane
Thinking I might go insane
Why do you only shoot me halfway to the moon

And I can't get over that, over that
Baby after loving Jack
There's no going back, going back

Jack and Jill they went up that hill
To fetch a pail of water but there was a spill
And Jill came tumbling down, all alone
Yea it all came tumbling down, oh no

Pulled to the ground by gravity
Will it remain a mystery

Pixie Lott - Jack

I know, I know... lyrics etc. But I really like this song, even though it has pointless lyrics.

SaturdayDullness

Saturday. Seems dull this week. Ugh, I have no Idea what to do. Don't feel like staying in for the whole day, and also don't feel like going out. Hate being Indecisive.

Or well, I 'was' invited to a course mates party like thing. But I had to decline that one for other reasons. Then again, I would have still been too lazy to go.

css is a b...

Still remind myself of the fun dnd games we've had.

"Your party, will it blend?"

mm, good times. Makes me want another dnd session. Should probably poke Myffu, Erik or Robi. Robi said he would continue his game, but hasn't yet. Don't remember what the holdup was.

Oh and another thing. Usually when I got home, out of boredom I logged on wow. Now, I come home, and start building my website. How geeky is that?

So there was a party yesterday. For the people who are on their first year at uni. People made us do stuff. It was actually quite fun. If you count out the cold and people being depressed that the drink stands only accepted cash qq. I actually wasn't planning on going to that party because we're having our course one next thursday. But people made me reconsider. It was fun. More fun than I expected at some point.

CoN fanart!

Great, having a test on wednesday. Programing fundamentals. YAY *sarcasm*. Anyway, I had a really fun weekend. Thursday we had a dorm party, which was pretty awesome. Still made it home with the last bus though. But somehow I couldn't pick myself up in the morning to go to the programing lesson, which kind of sucks.

Friday was quiet and saturday was an epic party with the Council. :> Shin also drew a new picture of The Council of Noobs.

It's AWESOME!

Hm, I should also make some entries into my "quote" book. I'm sure I can remember some funny moments from the party and also some screenshots I've done of gchat in WoW.

So after being inspired by Shin's picture and the panic the Webpage design teacher got me in I figured I should do a webpage about the Council!

Work in progress here.

And after I work on this a bit more I should look into the English CV that apparently didn't get sent as it should have. And then off to study programing fundamentals /cry.

Atrium

I'm at the atrium, again. And this time I'm seeing Fox's double. Hihih. It's amazing how they are 'SO' alike and not even related... or are they? Dun dun duuuuuuun~

My programing lesson just ended and I only got 1.5 programs done out of 3 >_> I mean, yesterday I did all 3 <_<

Hot chocolate with peppermint is so tasty! n_n

I have my hot chocolate, feeling good, programing go~!

Will let you know how it went >_>

life has no meaning

I find people who are depressed and say how life has no meaning annoying. One thing is to be depressed. The other is start whining about how life is not worth living. It's like looking for attention and pity. If you're unhappy with life, there's always something you can do to make it better again. I don't mind talking about those things and discussing them, but whining doesn't get you anywhere. This I realized when a new acquaintance started talking to me about how his new friend was whining the whole night to him. I don't know how it affected me so much to actually write about this on my blog though. But after saying this to my new 'friend' he hasn't come back talking to me. Wonder if I scared him off(hihi).

So about last week. Mäks and V were in town so we partied like there's no tomorrow. Shin also celebrated her birthday(18.09 friday). We went to Levikas for a afterparty and got to bed at about 5 am. Saturday we were at Fox's place and watched Year One. It was pretty awesome. And now I've downloaded other suggested movies with Michael Cera. Wonder if he's as good in those as he was in 'Year One.'

I'm at the schools Atrium at the moment and I swear, there's this one girl who never changes her outfit. She was wearing the same dress/accessories the whole last week. It looks kinda awesome but really...

There's also no plugs to recharge my laptop and I wanted to play something. Will go on a hunt for a plug soonish. After I've finished posting this.

Now I see Shins friends talking to a girl who has really-really long hair. Nice.

Noo~ The more 12 o'clock closes, the more people are here. That doesn't look too good for me. I need to move because I still have 2 hours to fill. So at the moment I'm thinking either programing, WoW, TF2 or HoN.

University 1.0

So my first lectures at uni started on monday. Everything seems so cool. All the lecturers seem to be good. Then again I haven't seen them all yet. I also found great lectures and I should have more than enough points to finish the first semester. At the moment my schedule looks like this(resizing it to fit the blog makes it difficult to read). And it's pink because it would have gone well with the site.

But it all depends on if I want to take more lectures that I'm gonna go and listen with Shin. I doubt that though. I like how my schedule is simple and I have a gap so that I could go to the cafeteria and eat without rushing somewhere.

I already had my first lessons in web page page creation. So I'm trying to write this blog using html and using the 'compose' bit only to learn some commands.

Shin has her japanese lesson at the moment and after that we're both gonna go and listen to some psychology lecture. Wonder how that will turn out and if it's good enough that I would actually take the lesson.

K, my time is almost up, gonna go and look for Shin.

Summer gone~

Shin is racist.

Shin: 'K, I'm gonna stop being racist'

BWAHAHAHAHAHA

Actually, after watching a movie about racism with Shin, I feel I share her view.

*obviously all written above is a joke - psst, no it's not*

In other news: This is my last weekend of freedom. Uni starts on monday. Though then again, what I've heard, Uni isn't that bad. So I should stick with the new people I meet. Then again, I don't really want to socialize >_> I'll just stick with my brother and Shin at uni. I wonder how fed up they'll get. Can't believe summer is over. Now I actually have responsibilities.

At the moment me, Kristjan and Shin are at her place. We watched 'Secret window'(awesome), 'The Village'(meh), 'The Craft'(crap) and 'American history X'(awesome and sad). Ago, Meka and Rando came by as well. They had been shopping somethings for Rando. He has really changed. Now he has short hair and new clothes/shoes. Meka has done a pretty nice job with the makeover.

Hexos failed his trial in Unjit.

Well, I failed Unjit's trial... Something about not being socialy compatible with the guild or some bullshit like that. I honestly don't know what i did wrong.

Clueless person is clueless.

Getting tired now. And I need to get my lectures timetable done this weekend. That means I only have saturday to do it. And Sunday I'll probably be away visiting Mäks.

ID-card

So I finally got my ID-card. About time actually, lost my old one ages ago. My brother also had a birthday so me and my second brother visited him and we had loads of fun. Thought my head really ached that day.

Then I also decided to watch Skins(that I had on my computer for weeks, just hadn't had the time and will to watch it). It's really awesome! At the moment I'm just thinking of watching the first season again, since I didn't remember a lot of it when I started watching the second season. Maxxie and Effy are probably my favorite characters. And in the third season Freddie was really cute as well <3

Also had dnd and horror dnd at Mythics place. The actual dnd was as usual, distrust between party members and Shoukin dying. Robi, Ilyen and Shin were caught by the thieves guild and me, Rando and Shoukin were forced to save them(thanks to some midget halfling). I got some pretty good exp for it, since I was *so* useful. I charmed people. I'm lawful evil in that game so I don't kill if it's unnecessary. I try to use other methods to be persuasive. Anyway, we saved them(sort of) but Shin ran off to tell on us. Bastard! And now... she's with the enemy! I wonder how that will eventually work out. I'm out of spells and me, Robi and Rando are in some arena sort of pit(ouh did I mention Ilyen died as well?). Her character was just crazy o.o So both her and Shoukin rerolled. And now Rando is making a OLOLOLHAXIMBA character for him >_>

The Horror dnd on the other hand was a few days before or after the actual dnd game, can't remember exactly. The GM of the first game was Mythic. He continued our previous horror dnd game. It eventually had huge tentacles coming from the road(I think I saw a porno like this once). And we got to raid the mall and get some hunting gear from some shop. Later we fell into a pit and found Mythic, an orb and a flute(he was playing it). We shot him - nothing happened, shot the orb - nothing happened. He was about to destroy the world! Oh NOES! And clever Kristjan was like: oh fuck it, I'll just shoot the flute. And he saved the day. We woke up and had no memory of what had happened. Now we only had Shins mom to worry about.

The second horror dnd was by Shin. Now *that* was confusing at some point. We had an epic party at Mythics summer home(apparently he was really rich) and a girl showed up at his doorstep. Then some evil spirit took over Mythic and he started killing us all. Shin killed herself in her own game, sheesh. But the only way how to solve the game was for Myffu to kill himself in some other dimension or something.

The weekend(29-30) was pretty quiet apart from sunday. Siku organized a farewell party. She's left for Scotland on wednesday. I hope Fox is holding on. Wonder if they'll try the long distance thing, even tho they both find it pointless. They're really cute together.

I also had my first school day. Some formal speeches etc. The next day was some Uni introducing lecture and the next important thing for me is on friday. Where I actually get *new* information about what I need to do. And starting next week(7th) my lectures start. No more staying up late and talking with friends and guildies :<

Tomorrow mom promised to go shopping with me! New clothes ftw!

FML

Today, I was eating with a friend while walking on the sidewalk. A couple of pigeons were bothering us so I threw a fry onto the street. As a flock of pigeons were gathering around the fry, a truck drove by. Only four survived. FML

Just what I need!

So I tried fixing people today. I almost had it. It's way easier to do something like that if the person really tries to understand what I'm saying and doesn't go on about her own thoughts and non changeable views. It was all going well until she finished talking to me with the same kind of sentence I told her she shouldn't use. But I think she got the idea. Maybe? Argh. We'll see. I hope everything will work out fine. People should just let go of some things that don't matter.

Putting that aside me and Shin did Naxx 10 together. It was great fun. Some people *did* cost me my Undying title tho. Damn! But I found that naxx 10 is really a brilliant way to grind for emblems! We should do it weekly, seriously.

I somehow miss raiding with some of the HardCore members. Unjit is great and all, but when I got invited, there was too many new faces and it's hard to fit in immediately. You have to be cautious on what you say and etc. In HardCore I was kind of one of the 'founders' as Vasquack called me(yes, I was surprised myself). But I got along with everyone and I knew every person almost individually. I'm trying to get to know every person by heart in Unjit as well(I sometimes still have to check whose alt who is).

Ugh, mkay, way too much WoW talk on my blog. Summer's almost over and it's the last week to actually do something. I'd loooove to party atm tbh. Last days I could be a bit tipsy and all. Shin, Fox, Siku and Kristjan.. wonder what they've been up to. I should check on that tomorrow. If I wake up of course - sleeping is 'so' gooooood~

ugh

I don't get it. It 'has' happened before. Me wanting to stay home or be online instead of partying. Then again there has been times where I'm always out with friends. I just can't balance those two things out. And every time I have the mood to relax and stay home, people think there's something wrong with me. I'm fine! I wish Fox would understand this and not make a huge deal out of this(every time). It's pretty annoying. Tho it's kind of sweet that they care. But I can assure that I'll get over this at some point.

Parties can be tiresome eventually and they certainly aren't good for my wallet. I need to save up some money if I want to buy the things I want soon. A camera, DS, new iPod, iPhone and tickets to Englandland~ Then my life is going to be somewhat perfect. Technology wise.

Really would love it if Shin and Meka would join me for the epic trip to England :>

Hm, should also try and take what I can from the last few weeks of summer. But Fox isn't really replying to me on msn. Damn.

Clarkson

Uni ranting

Uni Starts on the 31st. Scary. I have all these weird ideas about it most of them concerning: 'WTF AM I GONNA DO AT UNI. I'm not uni material' and I'm also worried about the people there. Full of geeks and not the good kind. I'm still gonna try and give it my best. I suppose. Me and Shin are gonna hang around at Aatrium, the cafe. That's the only reason I'm really going there, really.

Me and Shin went to the town yesterday just to get new ID cards, finally. Mine's been missing for months but I just didn't feel like making a new one. Now since Shin needed one too I just tagged along and got myself a new one too. YAY!

Me and Shin are also gonna go and visit Mäks on thursday. Should also go and see what V is up to. But he's so far away >_>

Also got some sad news about the last few weeks of the summer. Sigh. At this point I wished summer would last forever. Would make things far more easier.

***

Frozen,
forgetful again,
the part where I
loose my head
the scene where I'm supposed to speak,

but instead,
I sit,
and listen again,
I'm stuck,
with these cards,

I guess,
leaping,
from this cliff in my thoughts,
I fly like,
like the stones in my heart,
drowning in doubt,
for what reason,

I sit,
so patiently,
drenched in,
what you want me to be
I can't escape,

I'm ready now, oh,
I'm ready now, oh,
I'm ready now,
come get me

fearless,
with cape in hand,
conquer,
what I need two to mend,
little girls get so broken.

I sit,
so patiently,
drenched in,
what you want me to be
I can't see no escape,

I'm ready now, oh,
I'm ready now, oh,
I'm ready now,
come get me

Movies?

About a month ago we had a small get together with friends. We were staying at our summer apartment. Me and Kadri didn't sleep that night. Instead I walked her home in the morning and got on the trolley to get home myself. In the meanwhile we got talking about books and movies. She said that one of her all time favorites was Before Sunrise and Before Sunset. She gave me a brief description of the movies and it seemed interesting. I downloaded the movies immediately but just got to look at them yesterday and today.

I did have a different picture about the movie, that it wouldn't be the typical love story. Well it wasn't. But I thought it would have been a lot more different. It was still good. I'm not complaining. It was more based on their dialogues. And a lot of things that got me thinking myself.

Jesse: I know what you mean about wishing somebody wasn't there, though. It's just usually it's myself that I wish I could get away from. Seriously, think about this. I have never been anywhere that I haven't been. I've never had a kiss when I wasn't one of the kissers. Y'know, I've never, um, gone to the movies, when I wasn't there in the audience. I've never been out bowling, if I wasn't there, y'know making some stupid joke. I think that's why so many people hate themselves. Seriously, it's just they are sick to death of being around themselves.

Let's say that you and I were together all the time, then you'd start to hate a lot of my mannerisms. The way every time we would have people over, uh, I'd be insecure, and I'd get a little too drunk. Or, uh, the way I'd tell the same stupid pseudo-intellectual story again, and again. Y'see, I've heard all those stories. So of course I'm sick of myself. But being with you, uh, it's made me feel like I'm somebody else.

It's kind of true in a way. For me at least. I also figured that that might have been a really good reason for some other desperate days I've had. The second episode 'Before Sunset' was a bit awkward I think. But they had a few meaningful ideas for me.

Celine: You can never replace anyone. What is lost, is lost.

LoF

More pointless text incoming! Like I've said, I'm keeping this blog for myself to remind myself the things I've been through and done. Been staying up very late the past week. Since I had partied with friends a lot I got the mood to just stay home and be by myself. Well I still go out with them if something's going on because summer is almost over(qq).

Today I had dnd(or as people always correct me: LoF - Life of Faith). Erik really loves to fuck us over... It takes place in the real world in the future. A disease in Australia(which has been nuked to the ground by now), creating mutants/zombies etc... Only a few places in the world are clear of the disease and loads of places are dangerous. Our 'team' reminds me of SG1 from Stargate. We have Margot as our Medic, Alex is the computer geek, my brother is the engineer, Sven the military dude and I'm the tracker/diplomacy chick. We will also have Robi joining us and he'll be the rocket scientist. A great group. Until Erik got us all infected by the disease.. THE CHANGE - IT'S HAPPENING! And we only have one shot of some cure that would alleviate the disease for a while. Screwed? Why yes we are.

I kinda miss the other game tho. The Mort one that Erik is also the GM of. Also would love Robis dnd game. Mercuri~ <3

In other news... University starting soon. Scary I know. I also thought that since I'm studying for free anyway, there might be a chance I can get a tuition loan and maybe go traveling. Really want to visit England >_> and I want to take Shin and Meka with me~

The Beach

So we went to the beach at night and had a picnic. Me, Shin, Fox, Sigrid, Xin and Kristjan. We had some laughs. I'd actually say that the beach much cooler at night than at the day time. I loved the swings they had! With a nice view and all! It was great fun. After that me and Shin walked home. Had a paranoia of 2 older men following us, but everything turned out alright. Got home safe. Started watching Pocahontas(A nother disney marathon!). SHE TALKS TO TREES... Would like to know what she was on >_>

Now we started watching The Lion King II cause apparently SOMEONE hasn't seen it *glares at Shin* But I don't mind, because Kiara is cool, well... all the lion cubs are cool, really <3

Dr. Horrible

Awesome? Why yes it is.

House party!?

Uh oh, had a party at Kaur's place. Music, drinks, people, drinks.

Drinking on an empty stomach does get you wasted fast! But I felt just fine. Watched South Park and such. I didn't really want to go to sleep so I stole the internets and kept myself awake till the first busses started moving. Got home and fell asleep a bit after that.

Would really love to visit England. Vanthus told me how much fun they had had at their guild meeting. Partying of course. Also saw pictures of their trip.

Now I just finished downloading the Dr Horrible ost and will probably be listening to it the whole night. Then again I probably need to listen Arctic monkeys at some point <3

Bored?

7 hours of sleep yay! Wish I had woken up 10 minutes earlier tho. Also I felt like trying to draw again over a while. Already have my tablet connected to my macbook. I remember promising to draw something with it /sigh. The point is I can't really draw, I can only cheat my skill xP

3.2 is also out and druids have pretty fur now:

***

I felt it
The wire touched my neck and
Then someone pulled it tighter
I never saw it coming
I started to black out and
Then someone said good morning
I took it as a warning
I should have seen it coming
So now I'll take a chance on
This thing we may have started
Intentional or not I
Dont think we saw it coming
It's all adding up to something
That as of some involvement
That as for our commitment
I think I see it coming
If we step out of that limb

My heart beat, beats me senselessly
Whys everything got to be so intense with me
Im trying to handle all this unpredictability
In all probability

It's a long shot but I say why not
If I say forget it I know that I'll regret it
It's a long shot just to beat these odds
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take it
There's no chance
Cause you're the best I got
So take the long shot

Oh I waited for fact to come of fiction
And you fit my description
I never saw you coming
But we'll make it even though

BEWARE OF THE MIGHTY

Uh oh... Was at Sigrids place yesterday. We watched Dr. Horrible, The haunting in connecticut, airplain and Dracula dead and loving it. One part of me watched the movie and the other stayed on the internet. I know, I know, that's kinda unfair against my friends. But it wasn't like I didn't notice what they were doing/talking. K, I might have missed somethings but everyone know's that happens >_> That's just me~

Later on we played a few board games. I was the banker in monopoly cause I didn't feel like playing. Shin totally pwnd that game. Ihihi. We were up until the morning and got home with one of the first buses. Now I'm just waiting for people to come online and talk to me. Have had loads of fun with chatting with friends on msn tbh.

5 hours of sleep today, not bad. Wonder if people are planning to do something today as well. Fox told us to try and sleep first and *then* see what to do. Also found some new music(to me) since I got really bored of all the music I already had. Arctic Monkeys. Also listening to Kate Nash again. Guess I just can't keep myself from the british accent. Is that sad?

what?

Had my brothers bday which was epic~. Shin and me were hammered 10 minutes into the party. Or well.. so were all the other guests. A really good way to start a party.

Been up till 5-6 am the last few days yet I still get enough hours of sleep. And I know what keeps me up till that late at night. Has been loads of fun. I'd probably be playing even now if there wasn't maintenance for the 3.2 patch. So I guess me being available to write at the moment is a good thing. Gives me a chance to update the blog so it could carry out the purpose I made it for.

Shin got married. Now I shall be calling her Elise Golenkova. YES SHIN! KEEL ME! Ihihih~ (totally worth it)

Now, what other events have I had. Aah training... 3 hours a day when I go to bed early in the morning.. Not that bad actually.

Still can't believe I got into Uni. Am gonna be stalking my brother in that school! HA! Shin said she'd join me with this noble quest. Wonder how Fox is doing with his entrance things and I should start checking when the first day of school is :o *dance*

And the last few days have been awesome as well.

And also all polar bears are left handed.

World of Warcraft

I've played wow since 2007 summer. That's about 2 years now. And during that period I've made quite a few friends. But some of them don't play anymore, sadly. Maybe one day they will pick up the hobby again though.

I miss having Omnislash, Suncrown, Wilee, Ahenian, Timekiller and Lihius around.

Omni said that one of his lifetime goals was to come and visit the Estonian bunch with Lihius. We're still waiting!

And woah how we've had loads of laughs with Ahenian and Wilee on ts while also being on vent with the guild(raid) <3

I still talk to all of these. But Suncrown and Timekiller are very rare to visit msn so when they do I try to make the best of it and exchange a few words. Miss you guys :<

Meh, thought about writing down all the names I've been in touch with but I realized that you can't have one without the other and the list of awesome people would have been too long. But I have to say HardCore(guild) was my first real raiding experience. But due to some events like summer and holidays the guild did not make it. I still loved the people we had in the guild. They made the guild what it was - awesome.

The notable ones~

Vasquack (the guild leader) - Paladin, Italian, he always acted like a leader and chose what was best for the guild

Diablus - Rogue, Italian, likes to mess with the guild leader ;P

Cesko - Mage, Italian, I know they all had some inside joke with: Rincar, why Cesko DEAD!? or smth like that.

Goff - Warrior rerolled a boomkin, great at pvp

Telum - Always the one with the fish

Snii - I will forever remember your voice on vent

Rincar - Priest, why's Cesko dead?

Jabolis - always dying at Kologarn

Mythran - IS IMBA

Sylune - has a priest. IF 25k HKs!

Rissleth - disappeared for 2 months :o

Tifeus - Mage

Grasschewer - Cuddly little bear!

Polimorph - tree aka vegetable

Enertia - 'In soviet Russia, we run away from Enertia' still at some point I was SO sure, Enertia was a girl.

Buel - a hunter who made videos of... ... the raid, no... no pron.

Sativah - call me~

And of course:

Tehila - Helped me a bit with my priest and still holds a dear spot. Army place got him though. DAMN MILITARY! Lost a great player.

Nesgawl - during OS 3D fight he would dc about a hundred times. Or well, he didn't really need the fight. He dc'd all day long. I really don't know how one can live with a connection like that.

Harok - Been raiding with him since TBC

Grimsky - Grimsky! <3

Hexos - My HERO! Malygos's raid: managed to wipe 15/20 members in 0.67 seconds.

Saevio - Was a new member in HardCore. But started to talk to him after the raids died. Funfunfun.

After all these memorable moments I was still forced by my own desires to change the guild though. Needed more raiding and chose to apply to Unjit. They seemed friendly and something I'd look from a guild.

Meanwhile

Guess there could be worse days. A saturday and I'm all alone at home. Everybody's out of town in Viljandi. I didn't feel like going to Folk. Way too far and I don't like tents much. And of course I get a call from Fox saying to come to the epic party they were at just 2 minutes before my last bus left to the place they were.

I'm also very fed up with all the songs on my iPod. How sad is that. Wish I had money. So many things I'd want.

Meanwhile:

Aladdin <3

World of Warcraft has been most amusing. People from my guild think I have a fetish with Incest between brothers and sisters. They also think I'm girly, love pink and the Spice Girls. The guild leader once even threatened to kick me from the guild(but I'm 99.9% sure he was saying that jokingly).

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really don't know what they were on about. I was just greeting him. Uh oh! Also, there are 2 really cute sounding british people in the guild <3

Regret?

I feel regret. It's not like those minor regrets like 'I wish I had studied better when I was in high school'. I think it would have been all okay if I hadn't started dancing again. Why did I make that gap? I regret being a fool back then and I should have listened to my father. Then again, being away from it all has been good, too good even. So the only thing making this bad, is taking dancing up again. Sigh.

Stupid regret >_<

I've lost my desire to dance again cause of my past mistakes though I really missed the sport. Didn't think it would bring me thoughts like this though.

I don't regret having a 2 year gap

I regret not dancing with Erik now

Oh wow... 

Don't really know how to explain. At the moment dancing makes me depressed.

In other news I think I'm starting to like Aladdin a lot. This far I've thought it wasn't as good as other disney animations we've watched. But now I beg to differ. I'm also planning to watch the other 2 Aladdin movies <3

University and plans

I got into university and I'm so happy. Means I wont have to skip a year and waste my time. IT wasn't my first choice but I've really got used to the idea. I will also be going to an university where Shin, my brother, Fox and few others will be at so it should be fun. Can't wait for uni. But the summer is still long and a lot of things I want to do during that time as well. Visiting Finland is one of the priorities. Hope I can get people to come along with me.

I would also love to go to Scotland with Shin and Fox. But that's way too expensive :<

Today's the day when I'm gonna be at training 3 hours from every day for a week. >_<

So far I've watched Lion King(all 3 episodes), Hercules, Alladin, Lady and the Tramp, Beauty and the Beast, The Little Mermaid. And they are all really good

Movie time

Yesterday me, Elise, Sigrid, Kristjan and Kaur were at Fox's and Xin's place. We watched Braveheart until everyone was there so that we could start our main event for the evening - Disney Animations Beauty and the Beast and The Little Mermaid.

My goal for the summer is to watch all the Disney cartoons, because I've never seen most of them. I just know the lore... a bit. And at the end of the summer I'll choose my favorite ones. Childish I know, but who says I want to grow up?

A lot of people(including me) fell a sleep when we were watching Ice Age III with a really bad quality but I'm not sure if the quality had anything to do with that. Maybe it was because it was 5 am.

Woke up at 0930 am. Sir Kristjan was the one to wake me. I was really tired and the waking process was really confusing. I *did* find my phone tho. I was about to catch the 10 am bus to home but Sigrid was pleasant and offered a ride home. <3

DnD was fun. We got to kill mutants and a great gear upgrade. It was raining horribly when I was coming home. Was soaked and now I hear thunder. This weather sucks - from best beach weather to the worst.