Sleepless nights

for students. The semester is ending and of course all the major tests are during the last week! Everyone should celebrate my JOY and HAPPINESS! *note the sarcasm* Anyway, since I was 'way' off my sleeping schedule I pulled an allnighter and got up with my programming homework. I was pretty decent at it as well! Tried figuring out stuff on my own and I actually managed!

Still need to:

- test on word, excel and power point on Monday.

- show the 2 home tasks to the teacher in programming(php stuff) and have a test on it next Tuesday.

-2 smaller home task in my database lecture + a major one I know nothing about. Also having a test on Wednesday(really worried about this one).

-2 home written tests in hardware(easy) and a test next Thursday(requires a bit of studying).

At least I'm hoping to go to bed early today. Even though ICC hits today. But all in good time. It's not like I wont have FOREVER to see what the new patch is about.

Enough about school and wow!

The Council is planning to throw an awesome new years party with gifts, games and a christmas spirit! Should be fun. We're gonna put our names in a hat and each draw a name from it. So it's gonna be a surprise who's making who a gift. I personally won't probably say who I'm making a gift for ;P But I already have ideas!

Left home at 0745 today to go to a lecture and it was still really dark outside. I loved it. It was also cold, but the good kind of cold. Not many people at the bus stop and seeing my cold breathe when breathing out. Made me feel relaxed. The music helped a lot of course.

Till next time~

Adios

Lala

Cires: does anyone have any news about Teh(holy priest in the guild)

Tzep: I heard he got spell checked and ... 'died'~!

I've been up to nothing special and the last few days I've just watched movies. Though I can't think of any to watch anymore. I cba to dl and there's loads of movies I'd actually want to watch but aren't uploaded to the site I'm using.

And I'm off to Lars's birthday today. Have no idea what to get him. Sigh.

Have a raid tonight and I'm kinda looking forward to a farm raid(unless they make us do progress raids tonight).

Rainbows

Me, Shin, Kadri and Meka went to see New Moon. I'm disappointed in the movie to be honest. I bet it has something to do with the fact that I've read the book. And movies are usually never that good(there are exceptions ofc). Twilight > New Moon. I also think that the thing that ruined the movie for me was when they first showed Edward walk in in slow motion. I couldn't take that movie seriously anymore xD Me and the girls were just laughing really hard. And making jokes at clichee parts. And the vampire family seemed different as well. Ofc Jacob getting naked over and over again was lame...

I didn't like Jacob in the book but in the movie I actually felt sorry for him. The movie made the whole thing so hars. I mean, Bella and Jacob are still good friends >_> And what do you mean you end the movie at a part like that. Argh.

But the Movie did have some nice bits and actually funny lines.

Got together with my coursemates after the movie and it was quite fun. Thought I don't get it why the people I'm interested in getting to know never show up. Wonder if the fact that they are mysterious for me draws me in.

Now for something completely different:

Did Naxx 10 with guildies. Went for Undying. Did all 4 quarters. And Shadowhound died at the last quarters last boss xD And he was making comments before how he's gonna kick the persons ass who fails. Ihihi. And then I got to spam how he fails. I think they think I was really mad :D

Before Thaddius

Me: k, counter clock wise then.

Drugsha: what's counter clock wise?

Zeth: It's going opposite to clock wise

Me: It's like going back in time

It's true.

Needs more sugar!

Hadn't partied for a while. And I suppose mixing stuff isn't that good >_>

Anyway it was an awesome party and I got home with one of the first buses. I thought I wouldn't go to bed because I need to get my sleeping cycle straight but I still slept for a few hours and woke at 11.

Got together with Fox, Xin, Tom and Leevi. Went to St. Patrick and had a drink. Moved on to popular and got together with Tom's gf and her friend Marion. More drinking. Tallinn is SO small~

Marion's a girl studying the same thing as me in the same uni but is just in her third year :> I was happy I was able to get to know Marion a bit more. She's really pretty and somehow I felt the first time I saw her that we'd be alike. It's true. We have similar views on stuff and people. And Tom's gf is really pretty too! Where do they come up with these girls? :o

Popular was REALLY nice. We were there for quite a while and then finished off the night with levikas. Got to see Kadri <3 I've missed her n_n

Memories of the past

I think it's completely normal for a person to feel sad. I haven't really felt anything deep for months to be honest. So having to think about something sad for a change feels nice and human. I'm actually trying to get emotions out of myself with listening to the music that reminds me of the sad events in my life. Is that masochistic? I mean, I don't cut myself or anything but I do feel as if my heart has a spear stabbed through it.

What's so bad about feeling sad at times. It's an emotion. And I actually feel healthy for feeling sad again. Or feeling anything for a change. The past months I've been quite superficial with my emotions. I've been happy, but not really happy. I've been sad, but not really sad.

Cause I'm still breathing
Though we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're goin down for sure
Already lost a grip
Best abandon ship

But I feel I can still control it. I don't go on about it to others. They have their own problems so I keep my mouth and mind shut of those topics when interacting with people. I'm used to getting by these things alone anyway. It's just the way I am I suppose.

Did a quiz on facebook the other day. Those things are actually pretty fun when one has nothing else to do. This one was birthday related. And I dare say it's quite accurate. I think.

Frank and open in demeanor like that of a child you are often accused of having a superficial or naive view on life. You are constantly rediscovering the world around you and like to express your observations with others. You love spontaneity and liveliness but it is important to you that others regard you as mature and responsible. You often have a highly private personal life and like to have time to be alone. You can fall into spells of depression but prefer to work it out on your own rather then seek professional help. You have a strong belief system. You demand a lot of understanding from you personal relationships. In romantic relationships you need to freedom to be yourself without any restrictions. You like people down to earth and with a good sense of humor, the ability to put things into perspective and a life of his or her own. Strengths: frank – spontaneous – dynamic Weaknesses: Naive – Transgressive – over idealistic

I love the wind and snow but I hate the cold. I love the rain and I hate when my feet are wet.

'Bergor will do the adds and Ali-G will do the girl'

right... haha.

So yesterday had some lectures, was boring. Raided again after a few weeks being busy with uni stuff. Today, again, lectures, boring and raid again tonight. I kind of missed raiding so I'm happy I can get my attendance up again!

Me: latency 1.6k D:

Mash: someone's dl'ing porn!

Me: uhuh..

*other random chat*

Mash: oh, a new 'how I met your mother' episode! And new DHW yesterday! Lots to watch!

Jeth: How about you watch something decent?

Mash: Yeah, Jeth, but your mom stopped making videos :(

Me: Omg 359 latecy!

Mash: Someone finished dl'in Jeth's mom's vid's! xD

Am at my web design lecture and the net was slow. Couldn't log on adium.. Now when the internet is really fast.. It still doesn't log on ;_;

also:

mm, Rilo Kiley <3